The world would be better without hard core christians.?

They make everything worse in my life. I'm gay- not a pedophile, not a murderer- Gay. Firstly its not near the same spectrum as pedo and murderer- being gay hurts nobody. Secondly- its not a choice- i tried for a whole year to force myself to be straight by watching straight porn and trying to be turned on by it- but it doesn't work and so i've accepted this is who I am. So I'm sick of christians making my life hell by shoving their **** down my throat daily telling me im a sin- and that im disgusting and that this is my choice. Don't get me wrong- if you believe in god then thats great and i respect that- but how am I meant to respect those who dont respect me?